Cycle Day 3

Well yesterday was cycle day 3, and I had to go get some blood work done to test my FSH levels.  Hopefully the doctor will call soon with the results of that test so we know further what to do.  I am meeting with someone tonight who has had a lot of infertility issues.  I can't wait to talk about it with her and have all of these crazy questions answered!  I feel so alone.  I know I'm not alone, but I feel alone and very isolated.  It is so hard to be so happy for all of my friends who are pregnant.  I feel as though I am losing them because it is hard for me to be around them.  I love them dearly, and I hope they all know that, but I just cannot be myself when I am with them.